Tuesday, October 10, 2006
godamn it...i thought my working condition would change for the better after the shop became bigger and rather classy i suppose (because i've been workin in a godamn small and cramped shop for over 6 months its killing me!!!)
bigger shop means more staff required and it also means chances of conflict!!!!....at first i told myself this would not happen and i suppose it would be more fun to have more staff to work with......but things went wrong and bad for me when this SOAB join my company!!!!....
i suppose it was my first impression that i gave him which caused him to somehow dislike me...and because of this he treats me like #$%@.....he don't even have the basic manners to talk properly.....god....i knew i will blow up one fine day and @#$% him right in his face...and sure enough i did last week...
it started off the day before i blew up and it was because of some small stupid issue with big paper bags ( made of gold?)....we were suppose to use less of the bigger paper bags which we were running low on....and apparently on that day a customer bought a bag and thinking that i should save the big paper bag i gave the customer a smaller one which was just nice to fit the bag in...then that bitch colleague saw me using the smaller bag and quickly came over to make a big fuss about me using the small bag...he insisted that i should use the big one, but i explained to him and all but he still insisted on using the big one and so i did....when i gave the customer the big one the customer told me why is it so big???? ( what can i do man???)
the next day when my manager was working she questioned where did all the big paper bags went?.....i said i used one of them which was the last one....then she asked what did the customer bought and i said a bag was all he bought...expectedly she told me why didn't i used the smaller one and when i said that the bitch colleague told me to use the bigger one...and then all my colleague acted like they didn't knew anything about him insisting on me using the bigger one rather than the small one....that was when i realised that all my colleague are GODAMN COWARD no one stood up to help me!!!!....so i got really angered and disappointed...to make things worse one of my colleague scolded me why i mention names.....( im like WTF!!!!)
it was until the closing time that things really went out of hand....in the evening i already said i wanted to mop the floor and nobody made any comments to it.....when i was about to mop that bitch again made noise that he should mop instead of sweeping but i said that it was agreed in the evening but he continued to KPKB...i wanted it to stop and i went to sweep the floor instead....he saw that i was unhappy about it and then he made a loud comment saying that i am childish and all...and he walked right in front of me trying to grab the broom from me and told me not to KPKB so much...thats where we started and i knew this had to stop before i seriously get into a fight.....
after closing the shop my manager had a talk with me for almost an hour.....i told her how unhappy i am ever since he join our shop.....
now i am thinking if i should still continue working in this company as i really enjoy this job and i've been working here for over 7 months and this bitch is only here for less than GODAMN one month!!!! and why should i resign because of him.....if i stay i suppose i will still be unhappy as long as he's still there.....
CAN SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!!! I NEED A SOLUTION!!!!!! DAMN!!!!
i died.
3:11 am
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