Friday, April 20, 2007
yeah i went through the finals smoothly....although i did not get to represent my school....it was a really great experience i've gained.....valuable.....i truely realise that sometimes winning it all is not that important after all.....the experiences are more important.......
i'll go for it again if there are other similar competitions like this.....
i've got a certificate for it and Borders voucher $20.....
went to meet someone after the competition.....second time this month....i really miss it....
although we only hanged for a while but it was memorable and i miss it a lot....Labels: PESA, someone
i died.
2:59 pm
Thursday, April 19, 2007
in just a few hours time...i'll be on my way for the finals in the speech competition...
i'm kind of nervous don't really know how i'll face the crowd later on.....
bless me....all the best......Labels: PESA
i died.
5:38 pm
i'm so happy.....i bought my camera today.....
i've got lots to learn and got to keep practising and sharpen my photographic skills.....
off to shoot shoot shoot.....
cheersLabels: Camera
i died.
2:36 am
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
school finally started......i'm still in the holiday mood i think i need some time to warm up.....
pretty tired these few days in school....probably because of waking up early suddenly after 3 weeks of holidays.....
i was the emcee for today's CCA display.....pretty screwed up i feel....not at all prepared....script was too typical.....
well i managed to pull through it....there's another upcoming one on 26th april......i've got no idea how to manage it......
this thursday is my PESA finals....feeling kind of stress already......
i can't wait for tomorrow......i'm going to buy my camera.... EOS 400D.......$1340 damn expensive.....
but i'll have lots of fun and experience with it i'm sure.....
ok i'm too tired to continue.....i've got to sleep.....
bye byeLabels: school
i died.
2:03 am
Monday, April 16, 2007
thanks to my buddy Bedah for her help with my blog......that explains why my blog looks nicer...
thanks
thanks
thanks....Labels: thank you
i died.
4:33 pm
great...finally school's reopening.....i'm beggining to hate holidays that are long and dreadful......
but two things i hate most about school.....
1: see my fucking classmates
2: get caught for long hair
i'm really dreading the time i still have left with my classmates.....it simply sucks.....
i don't know how i'm going to continue for the rest of this year...
i hope everything goes well.....i get pissed of easily in class.....i'm serious...
i guess i have no choice but to continue it.....for myself not for them.....
i just got home from town....met up with the usual click.....
met two new chaps.....sam and han.....nice guys......
i'm kind of happy today...i received an award again...just like last year....
i'm bored....really nothing left to do......funny feeling......
wants to go to school yet dreading it at the same time.....how?Labels: school
i died.
4:11 pm
Sunday, April 15, 2007
to my surprise nothing happened.....
he told me he doesn't want to pursue this matter any longer....
i was like ok.....what can i say???......Labels: problems
i died.
8:26 am
it was real fun at Felix's house....
filled with drama, comedy and other feelings i don't really know how to put into words...
first....priscillia started talking on the phone and started crying for some reason (shall not reveal for privacy reasons)
it was kinda drama queen of her.....talked dragged on and on.....
then Airell started to call chips to talk to her...he did not want chips to know he was at Felix's house.....
but all of us being idiotic started making noise to let chips hear over the phone know that Airell's at Felix house....
haha....Airell kept asking us to shut up.....but we continued.....it was funny i tell you.....
then Darell said he wants to try my jeans, i was ok with it and we exchanged for a while.....
at first i told him if its too small please do not force his way through.....he said ok.....
but.....when he tride on he obviously forced his way through....it was too tight for him.....i quickly forced him to take it off....
after a while...we were all fighting over the computer to play the game, battlefield 2.........
i had to leave at 7am because i had something on......i left with Darell......
i took bus 171 back......and that was the end of a beginning day......
i really ought to sleep....got to go out later....Labels: slacking
i died.
2:29 am
Saturday, April 14, 2007
tonight will be the night i will face him...
whatever he wants i do not know.....
hope everything will be fine.....
to be continued.....Labels: problems
i died.
9:10 am
Thursday, April 12, 2007
i've got far too many things i want to buy!!!...
i seriously need to work more to earn the money to buy those things....
sad life.....
take a look at the list:
-HP plus Bracelet $70
-HP blackbeauty 3 way bag $550
-HP blackbeauty wallet $170
-CDG play tee $189
might not be a lot.....but costs a bomb.....
my current aim list (wish list)
i can do it...all the way.....
working harder is all it takesLabels: labels
i died.
4:32 am
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
i just came back from town......
went to meet up with felix, darell, darren, cpl, airell, andrew and others i just met......
it was one hell of a boring day for me...i only got out of my house at 6 plus.....
took bus 171 to emo and sort out my thinkings....didn't help at all though.....
reached town at about 8 plus and met up with Felix, Airell, samuel and others.....
dramatic scene happened the moment i reached far east....
chips (a girl they call her) thrown tantrum and showed attitude to all of them..
all because of eating or not....
and she left after that...angry she was......
forget about all the drama.....
we went to mac cafe at shaw house....its the first time i'm there...nice ambience....
funny thing...we all wanted to smoke but was scared to get fined so i ended up smoking outside...
then came Darell and all started smoking at the place we were sitting.....
CPL has a special way of lighting up her cigarette....
guess what?....by using match sticks...and so she carries around a box of matchsticks with her....
she did this trick with her match stick.....she lighted up the match and sniffed in the smoke and blew it out....
that was damn toxic i tell you.....
Airell interested in that trick went to try it out....but ended up sniffing too much and too near his nose nearly burnt his nostrils hairs.....
he choked on the smoke and all of us broke into laughter....we laughed non stop....and he was coughing and coughing....
we waited for Andrew and he said something pretty lame when he arrived....
he was hungry and he said this "a hungry man is a angry man"
what a line....sounds scary.....
and so we left for dinner at BK at wheelock's place......
we ate and slacked there talked and bitch....disturbed each other...
Felix and i decided on disturbing CPL...
because she was using matchsticks to light cigarettes we decided to burn up all her matches and put it back inside the box for her while she was away.....
when she came back she tried to light the cigarette and took out one matchstick to light only to find that all of them was already burnt.....
hahaha....Felix and i laughed and laughed.....
after that we all left for Cine.....slacked for a while and we all left for home.....
not a bad day afterall....kinda fun chilling out with them.....
i'm new to the group....i really enjoy being with them...
cheers for our friendship!!!Labels: slacking
i died.
1:33 am
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
i got into the finals of PESA....a speech competition in my school.....
this coming saturday 14th april will be it.....i'm kinda stressed about it....
will i get through?....hope so.....a great experience i'd say....
17th april....school selected me to be emcee for the CCA display after viewing my performance in the speech competition....
i've got no idea how i'm going to pull it through.....
nice experience i guess....
hope everything goes well.....Labels: PESA
i died.
6:26 am
shit...i just found out that my manager in flesh imp is gonna change real soon....
she's promoted so she will no longer work in retail side......
i don't mind the change and congrats to her for the promotion!!!......
the thing is what if the next manager who replaces her is a bitch??.....i don't want to change job again....
i've been with flesh imp for over one and a half year...just don't feel like changing as i'm doing fine there....
i hope and pray the next manager would be a nice ass.....beecause most managers are a real pain in the neck....
congratulations LesleyLabels: flesh imp
i died.
6:19 am
damn it....i really regret not buying the number nine t-shirt the other time!!!!
its bloody rare....i've never seen it again after that time....
i regret i regret....damn it!!!......
if i find it i'll get it.....
there are too many things i want to buy.....i really need to start saving for them....because they ain't cheap labels
so many...i've got to work extra harder to get what i want....satisfaction is what i get...Labels: labels
i died.
6:15 am
i've got myself into some serious shit for someone so so not worth it....
the saddest part is that i only found out too late when everything already went out of hand....
this saturday will be the end...
i don't understand why do i have to go through all this shit when i obviously don't have to at all....
i know it doesn't make sense to you at all...
i'm feeling really shitty...fight this saturday?....yes or no?...i keep asking myself....i know its not worth it....
i know you regretted all this...tell you what...its too too late...you know who you are.....
you caused all this....i was so blind, so blind that i got into this shit....
i think its time for me to change things in life....not drastic changes, but minor changes that will make my life better...
i'm really lousy...i seriously wasted 18 years of my life....
believe it or not, i've got no girlfriend before....it's kinda hard for people to believe it but its true.....
i cannot or i'd say i simply don't know how to play hard to get......i know what it means but.....
i would feel really bad about it....i mean its mean to do that...its just me....Labels: shits
i died.
5:44 am
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