i've got myself into some serious shit for someone so so not worth it.... the saddest part is that i only found out too late when everything already went out of hand.... this saturday will be the end... i don't understand why do i have to go through all this shit when i obviously don't have to at all.... i know it doesn't make sense to you at all... i'm feeling really shitty...fight this saturday?....yes or no?...i keep asking myself....i know its not worth it.... i know you regretted all this...tell you what...its too too late...you know who you are..... you caused all this....i was so blind, so blind that i got into this shit....
i think its time for me to change things in life....not drastic changes, but minor changes that will make my life better... i'm really lousy...i seriously wasted 18 years of my life.... believe it or not, i've got no girlfriend before....it's kinda hard for people to believe it but its true.....
i cannot or i'd say i simply don't know how to play hard to get......i know what it means but..... i would feel really bad about it....i mean its mean to do that...its just me....
