i've not been blogging for quite some time..... ...i'm not myself lately and i don't know why exactly, i guess its the people around me, school, friends and other random things that just appear out of nowhere....
i really just want to be myself....but i can't...the people i hang out with wants to make me feel inferior and treats me like i'm nothing and don't matter at all.....i hate it but i don't suppose i'll do anything about it so soon, but i know if i'm going to do anything, i will really go MIA......
what hurts the most is this.....i introduced my buddy into my circle of friends and soon...she treat them better than me.... i'm really shocked.....but i can't be bothered with it anymore....it's her choice and i can't do anything about it....
i'm starting to realise the people i know are pretty much FUCKED up..... things they do,say and the way they behave towards me....
