i'm beggining to think and feel that those people i meet nowadays cannot be trusted, be it at work, school or anywhere people come and go, in and out of my life....i'm starting to feel that they don't matter at all, as if they're not there.... whatever they've said or done, i hear and forget, i see and forget...... i don't know why i'm having this kind of feeling, but it's just there in my head telling me that everyone i meet is evil and have something up their sleeves...have a motive in their mind...
it's kind of sick to feel this way...but i just can't help it.... but it's this feeling that gives me the personal sense of security i'm looking for and need in my life... be it at work or outside, i feel it... i get this feeling strongest when i'm working...i can't help but think that my colleagues are fake and dangerous...
i suppose it's time for me to isolate myself from people and be alone for a while... time for self reflection and relaxation...
