this is probably how i am each day... people i meet and see everyday gives me different kinds of feelings... some of which are really memorable and some which are really fucked up... i realise that certain things i do everyday day is wrong and i know it, but i still choose to do it... the way i treat and talk to people, the way i do things and the things i do its just not right. sometimes i even go against my own will. at times i would purposely go against people and i don't know why in the world i did that for. i like to challenge authority, and thats what you get from me. i treat different people differently. how i will treat a person is totally based on my point of view of him or her.
i get shocked by myself at times. i'm fascinated by the way i behave sometimes. it just suddenly happens and i'll be another person. the way i think and behave will change out of the blue. i might behave absurdly at times.
day by day i'm learning about myself with myself... i get to know myself better as time goes by... i'll learn what kind of person i am...but i don't think i'll finish learning about myself... but soon i'll see...
