Thursday, August 09, 2007
all was gone in just a minute without me knowing how it happened.....
my wallet was stolen while i was doing my duty in school.....all gone.....
i can't be bothered with the money....it's the photos that i'm sad and heartbreaking about.....
those photos really means a lot to me...i really wish i can have them back...
those photos write a big part of a story in my life...it may mean nothing to you because you are after the money....
i don't know how to explain how much those photos means to me...
my heart really aches whenever i think of the photos which are no longer with me...
6 years worth of photos...it really mean something to me...
bitter, sweet, fond memories are written on the photos...
nothing can replace how much those photos means to me...
i miss them badly...it hurts...and tormenting...
to make things worse i slipped and fell and cut my kunckles and knee because of a FUCKING uncle who was cleaning the floor driving some stupid car and came at my direction....
today is just not my day...
i don't understand why god likes to fuck things up for me in life.......is it because i don't believe in god...
i always have my things stolen, especially my wallet and handphone.
people talk to me about KARMA and i believe in it strongly...
but i can swear that i'm not an evil person,
i don't steal, lie, bully, cheat or anything you can think of that are evil and deserves KARMA.... i don't i simply don't
and why am i always getting this kind of SHIT in my life every single FUCKING year around my birthday!!!.....
i don't FUCKING understand at all....why do i deserve this kind of shit in my life so bloody often....
i always tell myself not to do things which would hurt people or make people really depressed...
i returned so many fucking wallets and handphones to the owner which i found in the streets and work....
why do i still get this kind of FUCKING shits all the time????????
god please think about what i've just said...
i just don't understand what did i do to deserve such FUCKING CRAP.....why? why? why?
now i'm beggining to doubt this phrase "what goes around, comes back around"
what kind of crap is this?...what did i do to deserve this?....tell me god tell me.....
now i'm FUCKING broke...i lost all my pay for last month and this week's allowance.
i lost my FUCKING ic, EZ-link, multiple membership cards, important corporate contacts.
i lost $170++ in cash...FUCKING cash i repeat, FUCKING cash!!!!.........
i've absolutely no FUCKING idea how i'm going to survive all the way till the start of next month.
totally broke, no way of transport, no mood for anything at all...
to the person who took my wallet,
if you happen to see this post and my friendster shoutout message
please be nice enough to return me the photos and Nric in my wallet to me.
it really means a lot to me....put yourself in my shoes and you'll know how i feel...Labels: FUCKING LIFE
i died.
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