Monday, November 26, 2007
it's towards the end of my ITE education, now i have a question in my mind and its becoming a stress actually.
i've been thinking lately what if i can't enter POLY?...where the hell can i go next?...i don't want to end up going back
to ITE again and spend another miserable 2 years...
In just less than 2 months i'll get my results and it'll decide where i go next.
i really want to get into poly at least.
I can't help but keep thinking about it..
i know i shouldn't be worrying about such things...but...
well i hope everything will work the way i had planned to...we'll see...
i died.
6:32 pm
Thursday, November 08, 2007
i've always been there for you when you needed someone to talk to, but where were you when i needed someone?, you were never there for me.
it's a fact whenever we go out i felt really happy and i'll always wish that the day will last longer.
But those memories are not what i want. after all this while i'm still stucked in your shadows, even now.
is it fair for me at all? i don't regret or blame you for holding on for such a long time,you're right i'm just wasting my time. i just feel that i'm stupid and helpless.
all i ask for was just that little bit of sweetness you could have given or shown, but i've never felt or seen it.
each time i see you getting attached with another guy, i still choose to remain and wait quietly, even though it hurts.
even though you showed and told me things which hurts me deeply, i would just listen and keep quiet about it pretending that everything was all right.
deceiving myself over and over again.
but for what?
i'll no longer be there for you anymore, i'm not living in your shadows no more, never.
you've crossed the line i never thought you would.
i saw this day coming, i knew it would come one day.
good bye.
i died.
6:47 pm
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