Sunday, April 06, 2008
I have a chest full of sorrows that i think i need to spell it out for myself.
I need to be myself, but i can't.
There isn't anyone whom i can talk to or express my feelings to, Someone who truly understands what i mean and feel.
I feel so small...
I don't know what to say or think after hearing what others have said about me.
I feel so small...
I hate to betray myself, but i feel that i am doing so.
Why am i forcing myself to accept certain things in my life that i know i would never accept at all??? Why?
Is it the people around me? Way i think? What others say?
Why am i not like any other ordinary guy out there, who's accepted and welcomed by others???
Perhaps that isn't the kind of guy i want to be like.
All i know is that i need and i want to be who i really am.
i've had enough of all these sorrows i have in me.Labels: FUCKING LIFE, life is evil, me, problems, shits, sick, sorrows, stress
i died.
7:01 pm
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